The Underground Nazi Invasion of the United States [PART 25]
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[Continued from part 1]
But now imagine a little girl was sexually molested by her father
and she tells this to her mother and mother says: "Good girls
forget this and bad girls will be abducted by the..." -- the
reader
can insert here any figure little children are afraid of
in his country.
In Germany it is the "Schwarze Mann" (black man).
If this happens
the little girl will forget the event in many
cases because the system
of self-preservation "believes" that
remembering will lead to talking
about [the abuse] and talking about [it] will be
associated with
danger to life.
The perpetrators know these mental mechanisms. If they want to
implant a false memory they use the false memory to repress a
dangerous memory. This is a memory which is perceived by the
primitive self-preservation system as dangerous, of course. They
have developed a language to coerce this system to trigger the
retrieval of a false memory whenever a true memory -- the
perpe-
trators don't want the victim to remember -- is ascending
into the
consciousness of the victim. For the subconscious
,
believing the
false memory means saving one's life. This is the
REAL false
memory syndrome. A girl for example who was sexually
abused
by her father and who is 'remembering' a nice childhood is
suffering
from the REAL false memory syndrome.
Sometimes -- as in my case -- the victims are programmed to
invent
subconsciously false memories to repress the retrieval of
the
truth.
Memories of a Victim
Agonies of Uncertainty
90 percent of my memories concerning the mind control treatment
I
was subjected to has been released by my subconscious before
I
had read about it. I became fully aware of the fact that I have
been
the victim of mind control machinations in December 1994
during
my Christmas vacation after a period of severe private and
occupa-
tional stress. But since 1976 I have been tormented by
fragmented
bits of memories and agonies of uncertainty whether I
suffer from
a kind of paranoia never described in any textbook of
psychiatry
or wether my memories are scattered splinters of a
true story.
I wasn't able to talk to anybody about it. However
until December
1994 I was missing the key elements necessary to
construct a
frame of reference in which the fragments I have
remembered so
far make sense. In 1992 I found purely by chance a
clue urgently
needed to reveal the whole story in a book written
by Paul Masson
against Psychotherapy. He cited a text with a very
strange title:
"The Search for the Manchurian Candidate". John
Marks' pioneering
work induced a dialectical leap in my struggle
to excavate the secrets
buried in my subconscious.
If we don't want to assume supernatural forces motivating me to
stand this exhausting and apparently hopeless struggle I have
only
one explanation at hand that has something to do with
Nietzsches
notion of memory of pain. Pain leaves traces in the
oldest parts of
the human mind where they are transformed into
regulating units
of some very archaic programs of
self-preservation. There is no
possibility to extinct these
programs. Although the memory of the
painful events can be
repressed or even dissociated, these archaic
programs are still
active night and day on a subconscious level --
breaking through
symbolic layers in the conscious mind urging a
man interested in
psychology like me to interpret them. Traumatic
pain can motivate
to dissociate and forget the traumatic experience,
but this
motivation is never perfect. That's one of the reasons why
trauma-based mind control has to be refreshed from time to time.
John Marks' book was an effective "memory expanding drug",
nevertheless it wasn't capable to supply me with Ariadne's thread
,
helping me to find my way through the mental labyrinth
elaborately
laid out by the mind controllers in order to hamper
me running around,
crying out the plain truth: Some born ass-holes on the payroll of some
intelligence agency of a
'democratic' state under the rule of 'law' have
raped my mind, breaking human rights, acting like KZ-doctors.
The First Years
As far as I know my father was a Canadian soldier who was
station-
ed in Werl, West Germany after world war II. When I was 20
I met
a woman who claimed to be my biological mother. From her I
heard
for the first time that my parents whom I thought to be my
progenitors
were de facto my step-parents. She told me that my
father was a
native Canadian from one of the Six Nations of the
Iroquois. My pre-
sumed mother asserted that he were a Seneca. When
I look in a mirror
I don't regard as true being an "Indian" -
- whenever I visit Italy the people
there think me to be an
Italian, especially a man from lovely Sicily. Only
some weeks
after I was born in 1951 my biological mother gave me to
an
orphanage in Luenen, West Germany, where she lived. Werl is not
far away from Luenen. I have only one memory of my time in this
facility
and I am not sure whether it is only an imagination or
reality. It has
something to do with a "doctor" whom I feared
more than the devil. His
frequent examinations were extremely
painful. They probably took place
when I was four years old. Some
electrodes were fastened on my hands
and I received shocks for
wrong answers in discriminating tasks. He
showed me cards with
pictures and sometimes after having learned
the "correct" answer,
"right" and "wrong" were changed and I received
shocks for
answers with which I remained unshocked before.
But I can't verify this memory. I assign to them only a
subjective
probability of .7. If this really happened however,
there is every reason
to believe that they started to 'mind
control' me in early infancy. These
examinations went on until I
was adopted by a German couple when
I was nearly five years old.
Now I know that their motives to adopt me
weren't honorable at
all. Both were simple-minded NAZIS and SECRETLY
REMAINED TO BE NAZIS. My step-father was involved in
the EXECUTION
OF JEWS during the war. After the war he feared to
be taken to court
because of his evil deeds, and -- being really
simple-minded -- my step-
parents thought if they would adopt an
offspring of the victors this might
be assessed by the judges as
"mildernde Umstaende" (mitigating circum-
stances). But it was a
waste of effort: My step-father was never charged.
My
step-parents and especially my step-mother were extremely
sadistic.
My childhood was an endless chain of physical
ill-treatments and sexual
abuses. The consequence was a tendency
to develop a Multiple Person-
ality Disorder (MPD) and so I was
well-prepared for the purposes of the
mind controllers.
Bavaria and Vietnam
When I was sixteen my step-parents allowed me to hitchhike with a
school friend through Germany during my holidays. In
Aschaffenburg
(Bavaria) a military car stopped in front of us and
the soldiers claimed
that something has happened to my parents
and that I should enter
their car because they wanted to ride me
to their barracks. The soldiers
wore the uniforms of the US Army
and spoke American. I was so
confused that I obeyed them, my
friend accompanied me. They involved
me in a friendly
conversation and they made me believe to concur with
[them] that the
Vietnam war was unjust. After arriving at the barracks
my friend
was told to wait for me in a waiting room while I was brought
to
an interrogation room, and now the atmosphere changed at once.
They accused me to be an American soldier who has deserted. And
as a counter-move to this accusation I blamed them [of] brainwashing
Vietcong and their own soldiers in the Vietnam war. Only God
knows
how I could know this. What happened then I have totally
forgotten.
What I have written down about the Aschaffenburg
incident came into
my mind in December 1994. Until then I had not
the slightest memory
that this has happened. But like every
possible mind control incident
before 1972 this may be pure
imagination and has an assigned sub-
jective probability of .7.
Psychic Powers
From now on every element of my story has something to do with
psychic abilities. To avoid misconceptions I have to make clear
that I don't believe to have these faculties. But my story doesn't
make sense without assuming that the mind controllers either
believed me to be a clairvoyant or they used this as a
hypno-
programmed cover story to assure that I would make a
laughing
stock of myself in the case of remembering mind control
and than
bubbling out that I was a psychic spy of the CIA, the Mossad or
the BND/VS (BND = Bundesnachrichtendienst / VS =
Verfassungs-
schutz : German intelligence agencies). A further
benefit of such
[a] kind of 'cover' story would be to make responsible
politicians be-
lieving that they had to torture and mind control
me in the name of
national security. But if I would have psychic
faculties I would win
in the lottery every week and then I would
be so rich [as] to chase
them to hell -- with the best lawyers -- where they
belong. By the
way, most of the phenomena I have experienced,
which seem
to be paranormal at a quick glance, could be
explained -- going
beyond the surface -- without parapsychological
assumptions. And
of course I have predicted hundreds of events or
developments that
never came true. But probably the controllers
had spent too much
money in psychic research to be all too
skeptical.
In my eyes the following explanation seems to be the most
appropriate: Psychopaths tend to paranoidal and magical
thinking.
Psychopaths feel attracted by secret services.
Psychopaths in
secret services are trying to convince responsible
politicians that
their paranoia and their magical thinking are a
reflection of pure reality.
In the 70's western secret services
persuaded politicians to give them
very much money for psychic research. Their argument was that the
Soviets did the same and
that they were much more successful using
psychic powers for
military purposes than the free world. The western
"psychic
warriors" had a very good time spending this money. But
after a while the politicians were asking them for results and proofs.
Nothing easier than this. The secret service psychopaths
programmed
some victims like me to play the clairvoyants. That's
all.
I concede that -- independently of any secret service machinations
-- I was involved in phenomena for several times which suggest the
psi hypothesis as the most appropriate explanation. But this
pheno-
mena can't be interpreted as the results of my personal
psychic
abilities. If they really have to be explained as
psychic, then I was
a passive medium in a psychic field.
In 1970 I was invited to a party that took place in the house of
a friend of a friend of mine whom I didn't know before. The
host's
parents where absent, but his elder brother was there,
too. After
a while I found myself involved in a conversation with
the host and
only the devil knows why I asked him whether his
father were a
general. He denied this laughingly and claimed that
his father was
a businessman. Then I probably committed one of
the worst mistakes
of my life. "And I thought", I commented,
"that your father was a spy!"
I thought this to be a silly joke,
but in the corners of my eyes I saw
the elder brother turning pale. Although I remember the name of these
people you will
understand [why] I don't unmask them now. By the
way: If my memories
don't deceive me the elder brother is now one
of the leading
political television journalists in GERMANY. (Note"
Could the 'father' have been one of the Nazi generals who later
took refuge within the International Nazi 'corporate' empire? Un-
fortunately many of the allies were satisfied with the fact that the
Nazi military machine was dismantled -- however they completely
forgot about the corporations which 'fed' the military machine and
supplied the Nazi's with the materials which ultimately played a
part in the deaths of the over 50,000,000 people on all sides who
died during the Second World War. - Wol.)
In 1971 I became severely drug-addicted. Especially, I took far
too much LSD. After being informed by the woman who claimed
to be
my mother that I am an adopted child the floodgates of my
subconscious opened and I became aware of my history of being
misused and mistreated. I accused my step-mother of having
me
sexually abused and my step-father of having executed Jews
during
the war in Russia. From now on the cold war had a new
battle-field: our living room. At the latest [in this time] my
step-
father started to cooperate with representatives of the
SCNS. I had
left school and I never stayed in a job for long. We
had domestic
quarrels day after day and only hell knows why I
accused in one
of these quarrels one of the leading staff members
of one of the
leading German politicians to be a Stasi spy (don't
ask for the
names). Some years later this man was unmasked.
(Stasi is the
abbreviation for "Ministerium fur
Staatssicherheit", Department of
National Security of the former
German Democratic Republic). This
"insight" mustn't be explained
by psychic powers, too. I came to
this right conclusion through a
wrong assumption. The spy had the
same name as a Swiss anarchist
leader of the 19th century. And
so I thought the Stasi were
joking, being sure that the capitalists
were ignorant of the
history of the labour movement. I was very
young and naive, then.
Later I learned that the Stasi like any other
satanic cult of
national security had absolutely no sense of humor.
It was the
real name of this spy, a French Huguenot name.
One day I became acquainted with a young man who invited me to
his apartment in order to smoke hashish together. He smuggled a
trance drug in a glass of coke which I sipped while smoking. When
I had reached a deep hypnotic state two other men came out of
another room where they had hidden themselves. They tortured
me
with a stun gun and programmed me to perform a task.
1971 was the time where the number of absolutely clueless
anti-
drug-warriors were legion. I attended an event organized by
one of
these warriors which should inform people about the
dangers of
drug use. These information was not only false, it was
ridiculous.
As a young acid head with anarchistic ideas I made a
flaming plea
for controlled LSD use to heel mankind. Without
knowing too much
about them I declared myself to the ideas of the
"Sozialistisches
Patienten-Kollektiv" (SPK). I really had nothing
to do with them; I
only had read a short statement which I found
interesting. After
years I learned that this group of mentally
ill people were terrorists
who joined the Red Army Faction (RAF)
after the suppression of the
SPK. What I didn't know was that the
SCNS were keeping an eye
on me. And what I didn't know, too, was that this was part 1 of the
task I had been programmed to manage
some weeks before.
Psychiatry
At the end of 1971 my desolate emotional condition had reached
a
climax and I decided to go to a psychiatrist. My step-parents
knew what I had decided to do. At the day of the consultation my
step-mother prepared a cup of tea for me and urged me to drink
it
before leaving. She had never done things like this before. This
was a situation I have experienced so often when in contact with
the SCNS. Although I am aware of the danger I am unable to
translate this awareness into action. I "knew" that the tea was
drugged but I drank it. And how it was drugged. I had to wait in
the doctor's waiting room until they could be sure that the drug
was working. Then I had to enter the consultation room and
I
recognized that the doctor was not the doctor I knew. The
psychiatrist I had expected was tall and thin, this one was small
and fat. But he was a highly skilled SCNS-doctor who coerced
me
into a deep hypnotic trance so easily that I can't think about
his black art without admiration. He employed classical mind
control without all that electronic poppycock they use
nowadays.
This appraisal has convinced some readers that I'm
still in contact
with the perpetrators. I'm not! This is black
humor. He claimed
that I was a dangerous terrorist, a member of
the "Sozialistisches
Patienten-Kollektiv". First I denied this
but then I proclaimed a
revolutionary message from the leader of
this group. This message
stated that the Sozialistisches
Patienten-Kollektiv were going to
produce zombies in order to
fight psychiatry. This was part 2 of
the task which I had been
programmed to excel in some weeks
before. So they had the
"justification" [that was] needed to mind
control me.
The next scene I remember, I found myself interned in a mental
hospital in... (don't expect me to tell you the name of the
German
university to which this hospital belonged). From now on
the MC-
Treatment was disguised as psychiatric therapy. I will not
say
that psychiatric treatment wasn't necessary for me at this
time...
it really was. But what I... was mind control. Nevertheless it started
very agreeable, [at] first.
They employed the soft methods. A nice
fatherly psychiatrist
succeeded in making me gain confidence
in him and allowing him
to find out more about me than I knew
myself.
After this diagnostic phase was finished they used ESB, Camerons
depatterning treatment with prolonged sleep and psychic driving
and Tiens electrolytic therapy. They showed me pictures of
terrorists
and than an averse reaction was induced by ESP. They
coagulated
parts of my nucleus amygdala in order to produce
obedience. And
they performed experiments to test my "psychic
powers". They came
obviously to the conclusion that these
abilities were real. They gave
me a list with code names of
politicians and business men used by
German terrorists and asked
me to tell them what these code names
mean. In more than one case
this task was so ridiculously easy that
I really wonder why they
needed this effort to make me to do the job.
One of this code names -- for example -- was "Margarine"
(margarine).
I asked them to give me a list of trade names of
margarines being on
the market. One of the trade names was "SB".
This was an abbreviation
for "Sonnenblume" (sunflower). But an
intuition told me that this might
be the initials of a potential
target of a terrorist assassination. And in-
deed there was a very
important man with these initials. I informed them
of my suspicion. Although they believed me, that this man was in danger,
he was assassinated some years later.
They wanted me to work as an undercover agent infiltrating
German
terrorist groups. I refused that. Maybe I succeeded
to convince them
that I wasn`t the right man for this task. They
never tried it again.
Instead they used me from now on as their
psychic milk cow. But
they coerced me to try to talk round a
young German terrorist to accept
brainwashing and to work
afterwards as an undercover agent for them.
I won't give you his
name. He is dead now. The trials concerning the
unclear
circumstances of his death lasted years. The case remained
unclear until now.
After this treatment they brought me to a facility outside the
world
of psychiatry (maybe it was near Munich/Muenchen) where I
had psychic
driving again, but now in combination with torture.
They tortured my penis
with electricity -- though not so brutal as
some years later in an interroga-
tion camp in a desert. One night
I had to sleep together with a dead man
in one bed so that I
could learn what could possibly happen to me if I was
not ready
to comply. During this treatment my memory was erased using
hypnotic orders, electroshocks and drugs. They blocked my
"psychic
powers" by means of trauma-based mind control. They
wanted me to be
able to use them only when I were under direct
control and in personal
contact with members of the SCNS.
A Communist Psychic
Home again, everybody found my personality changed fundamentally.
Once having been an acid head with confused anarchistic ideas I
was now a properly adapted young man who had decided to go to
school again in order to make up his university entrance
qualification.
Although I couldn't remember the MC-Treatment my
subconscious
was busy in trying to tell me the truth. I wrote a
short story imitating
the style of Burroughs, in which I
described the MC-procedure in a
surrealistic and symbolic form.
Typically I choose the title: "Der Tod
ist eine Tatsache des
Lebens" (Death is a fact of life). I didn't understand
my own
story in spite of the title, but because in 1973 I published it
in
an underground mag which was edited by myself (two of the
authors I
published became famous later) the SCNS thought that I
had remem-
bered the treatment. "Social workers" of the
MC-psychiatry urged me
to accept a follow-up-treatment: I
refused. After that my adaptation
vanished although my memory
wasn't restored. And so I wasn't able
to see the danger I was in.
Until now I don't understand the reason why I became a member of
the German Communist Party in 1973. Not enough [content] doing
this, I was going to play the political clairvoyant publicly. In school I
claimed that a secret NATO treaty existed that in case of
emergency
the government of West Germany had to subordinate
itself under the
government of the United States and that in case
of a war against the
Soviet Union the Soviet tanks passing the
border between West and
East Germany should be destroyed with
atomic weapons. Of course
the German government and the economic
elite would have the chance
to be flown out of Germany before the
final bombardment. Not satisfied
with these revelations I went on
prophesying that Israel was developing
atomic bombs secretly.
(This is now an established fact, and there
have even been claims that the Israeli's now have the H-Bomb. Can
you blame them? - Wol.)
The SCNS was delighted. I wasn't able to reflect what I was
doing.
Of course the SCNS didn't like communist prophets of my
kind, but
I was driven by inner forces out of my control. I was
probably program-
med to act in this way, but who did that? The
SCNS had to react.
First they decided to try again a
psychiatrically disguised MC treat-
ment. Probably they believed
that if violence won't work sex would
do the job. So they coerced
me to "make love" with a young woma
n while the sex center in my
brain was stimulated electrically (ESB).
It was rape! And it was
not successful. God knows why I told the
woman who had the sexual
intercourse with me after it had been
done that I was going to
write a book on mind control. She went pale
and said that they
could hear every word. She claimed that she only
wanted to help
me. She said they had threatened [to blame?] psychi-
atry with killing me if
they weren't ready to treat me this way. If my
memory doesn't
deceive me this woman is now a professor of psy-
chology. By the
way: Although I studied psychology I don't define
myself as a
psychologist. Until I read a clear statement of the German
psychological association against mind control and against the
psy-
chologists among the perpetrators this is not acceptable for
me.
Near Death Camp
This treatment happened in 1974. After the electronic sex event
I
was abducted and brought to a interrogation camp in a desert.
There I underwent a full human robot program. The aim was to
program my brain like a computer. A secret trial was arranged.
They told me that I was sentenced to death for spying (absolutely
nonsense, but remember the story with Israel's atomic bomb) and
that they have found a method to execute me, while leaving my
body alive. They said that I could decide whether I would like to
be physically or mentally killed. After they had explained to me
what the latter means I decided to prefer physical execution.
Mentally killing somebody means nothing else but producing an
abandoned nervous system in which an artificial "personality"
can
be installed. Consequently they arranged a mock execution.
I had
to put on a red suit. As far as I know condemned man in Israel
have to wear red suits. Before my own "execution" I had to
observe
real executions. When the day of my own "execution" [arrived] I
was
blindfolded and tied to a post. Shortly before the command
to fire
I cried that I agreed to undergo the process of menticide --
that
means murder of the soul in Greek. They showed me my
verdict which was written in English. Otherwise the torture master
always
talked to me in PERFECT GERMAN, the torture servants
didn't speak
to me at all. The judgement read that I have been
condemned to
"personality change". The torture master explained
to me that
"personality change" doesn't mean any modification of
my
personality but a total replacement of my present personality
with an absolutely different personality who was still waiting to
take over my body from me. When I doubted that this was pos-
sible
they told it that they managed this successfully many time
before. They used unrestricted physical torture, electroshocks,
hypnosis, drugs with the aim to kill me psychically, to erase my
personality and replace it by a being that defines itself
subcon-
sciously as a robot under full control of the SCNS that
makes
himself and other people believe that he [is] human. The
worst
thing of all was that they gave me a drug inducing near
death
experiences. When I was clinically dead a voice suggested
[to]
me that he was God and that he had decided that I have to be
born again as a slave. Then I was reanimated.
Under the influence of drugs, hypnotism and torture I had to
confess my deepest secrets, they wanted me to reveal my desires
and fears, my systems of belief, my views of the world and my
perceptions and definitions of myself. This knowledge was used
for conditioning afterwards. Via hypnotic suggestions they let me
imagine situations which were associated with maximal fear and
then these states of consciousness were related to behaviors
and cognitions the perpetrators didn't want me to perform or think.
And vice versa imaginations of pleasurable events were connected
with actions and mental conditions the perpetrators preferred.
The near death camp was a true reproduction of German
concen-
tration camps (KZs), secured with electrically charged
fences.
When I tried to burst into the fences in order to commit
suicide a
young, very fast running man stopped me. They proudly
presented
to me the gas stoves in which they burned the dead
bodies of the
victims THEY had tortured to death. The
psychological rationale
to adopt the German KZ-Model is quiet
clear, being tortured in a
KZ induces the most extreme kind of
hopelessness. I had to look
at videos that showed scenes of
mutilating torture of both men and
woman who died in agony. The
torture master said that this would
happen to me, too, if I were
not ready to comply.
[Continued to part 3]
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